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Post by Raven on May 9, 2018 5:24:06 GMT -5
I love and long so much. I become addicted to the person. Then when things go my way, I feel withdrawls like a drug addict. My emotions can get really powerful, and I always need constant validation. "Do you still love me" and I always let these guys come in and out of my life like I'm a movie theater. Truth is, I don't want them to leave, and I don't even feel like I'm being abused. I feel like if I love them, I get whatever comes with them.
That's my confession.
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Post by Those3Words on May 9, 2018 5:56:42 GMT -5
Do your paarents have that same love/hate thing going on?
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Post by Raven on May 9, 2018 5:57:01 GMT -5
Every explosive fight of their ends in the threat of divorce.
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Post by Those3Words on May 9, 2018 5:57:15 GMT -5
And do they ever do the walking away/silent treatment deal?
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Post by Raven on May 9, 2018 5:57:33 GMT -5
Yeah. Both of them though. If one starts it, the other will continue it.
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Post by Those3Words on May 9, 2018 5:57:49 GMT -5
Do you think you are self-sabbotaging and trying to recreate their relatiaonship?
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Post by Raven on May 9, 2018 5:58:14 GMT -5
Why would I want to hurt myself? I don't seek out men who will hurt me.
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Post by skeleton on May 9, 2018 6:10:14 GMT -5
so what happens when you realize they are bad for you?
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Post by Raven on May 9, 2018 6:10:40 GMT -5
so what happens when you realize they are bad for you? I still pursue them if I"m still in love. |
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Post by skeleton on May 9, 2018 6:10:49 GMT -5
Do they say they love you?
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Post by Raven on May 9, 2018 6:10:58 GMT -5
Yes, I've always felt things were mututal.
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Post by skeleton on May 9, 2018 6:11:17 GMT -5
Here's something just to think about. Love doesn't mean they'll walk away and toy with your emotions.
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Post by Raven on May 9, 2018 6:12:21 GMT -5
How they treat me sometimes isn't how they treat me all the time.
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Post by skeleton on May 9, 2018 6:12:39 GMT -5
so you're telling yourself you have to put up with their bullsh*t to get to their nice side?
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Post by Raven on May 9, 2018 6:12:55 GMT -5
No. Just take the good with the bad. THat's what love is.
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